I really miss you, a lot :(

It's been almost two months since we both parted our own ways.

Time flies so fast.
I thought I'd never miss you.

But now, tonight, I really miss you.

I miss the call I'll get out of the blue from you, the times that we'll talk on the phone for 2 hours,

I really miss all those things.

I know, for you, its just another game you're playing with a stupid girl.

but for me, it really means a lot.

I really loved you. Since the first relationship we had.

Till the sixth, I've never stopped loving you.

Lately, theres few things that happened, that keep reminding me of you.

I really hope we could get back together again.

But, I know that wont happen.

Cause you said it yourself, that you're going to remove me from your entire life and you ask me to do that too.

I obeyed you.

Because I loved you too much.

I know you're not reading this.

So I could express anything I feel about you, without you knowing it.

I dont mind if I'm over, because this is what my heart says.

Dear IR, I really miss you.
I did cry because of the fact that we'll never ever get back together.
It's been 2 months and you still didn't contact me out of the blue like you used to do.
So it means you have really removed me.
That hurts.
Because after the breakup, I always said to myself, "one day he'll come back like he always do"
But, turns out, I was wrong. You won't come back to me.
Because I'm out of your league.
I don't wear sexy clothes, I'm not hot, I don't befriend with those hotstuffs.
I'm not the type of girl you really wanted to be with.
No matter how much I loved you, you just didn't see that I guess.
Nevermind.
Everybody wants someone perfect to be the love of their life right?
So do you.
And i'm not perfect for you.
So, I have to accept that. for sure :)

Ahh, I really miss you.
How I wish I could text you and say, 'I miss you, would you come back to me?'
but I won't.
I'm just gonna humiliate myself.

Hmmm, so, there it goes.
Another entry about you.
I really miss you.
I pray that you'll change.
Stop flirting around when you have someone that loves you so much,
Be nice to the ones that loves you,
Start thinking for your future.
And, goodluck for this year's SPM,
I'll always remember you, mr lautner :)

Obsessed much I think? Whatever! :)

Whenever I'm bored, I'll post and entry, about my current obsession. HAHA

This time, another list of hotties :)

Carter Jenkins ♥

Valentine's Day reallyy made me fall for him. He's efffin' adorable ;)

Aaron Johnson ♥

Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging, the character of Robbie is just super sweet :)

Tommy Bastow ♥

Angus Thongs & Perfect Snogging also. He's just so adorable :)

Taylor Lautner ♥

My one forever and always in the hotties list, taylorr. 

Sharkboy & Lavagirl, New Moon, Eclipse, and even Valentine's Day, reeaaalllyyy made me excited when I watch you :)

Chace Crawford ♥

Gossip Girl. Natural hottie :)

Alex Pettyfer ♥

Wild Child and Stormbreaker realllyy made you stucked in my hotties' list ;)

Chris Pine ♥

Just My Luck. and it's your luck to be in my list yo :D

Gaspard Ulliel ♥

Saw your picture somewhere on the net, and, spontaneously scream for your hotness :DD

Superduperlast :)

this would be the last entry about you. :)

Yeah isma. He came into my life for the past 3 years.
And he did made me happy :)
He's a great friend.
Till I know that he's a real jerk :)

I dont feel like updating much about him.

we broke our 6th time relationship last week.
he asked for it. he wanted me to delete him from my life.
at first im not sure whats the obvious reason of the breakup.
but less than 24hours later, he's facebook official with a girl named manjalara.
so that was the reason.

okay thats all to update i think?

and im currently fine without him :)
i've deleted every single text and number from him.

I Am Loving Every Moment Of My Life Right Now :)

You cured me with your spells :)

Dear Mr Tom Felton, You're Effin' Hot.

Hotter than the mamat down there. *OBVIOUSLY*

I just love Draco Malfoy since his first appearance.

And now, look at Draco. A grown up, a hottie definitely.

You'll be the last guy I look at before I go to sleep tonight. Promise that. HAHAH

Kau handsomeeee.

And I'm currently loving your singing, If You Could Be Anywhere.

Yeah I wish you could be here. HAHAH

Okay whatever, you're effin hot.

Keep getting hotter. XOXO ♥

Again, post syok sendiri geligeli.

Muka dia jugak lagi dalam blog. Wee :D

IR, aku harap lepas ni kita tak jadi benda yang sama lagi.

Yang dah ulang 5 kali.

Aku sendiri dah dapat jawapan kenapa aku sendiri tak serik sampai 5 kali tu.

Kau pergi la main fixie kau.

Just go on with youur life. :)

Sekarang aku dah taknak ulang lagi buat kali keenam.

Aku harap aku takkan ulang lagi dah.

Yea aku tahu aku kena game sia sia je dengan budak ni.

Tapi dah sayang tak boleh buat apa -_-

I hope he'll find his true love that he can take a good care of :)

I know he's nice and amazing, but he's not for me :)

He's one of the best thing thats ever been mine :)

Justin Bieber :)

IDK why, lately gilaaa suka tengok bieber :)

Ha amik kau 4 gambar sekali. hahaha
I lovee Bieber.
i dont care orang nak cakap apa.
blog aku, sukahati la nak letak bieber. hahahaha
but i'm not a big fan of him,
just, i loike his face :D

Mr Zac Efron, :)

Current addiction.
I cant stop smiling looking at his pictures :)
He's so hot, and adorable.
I think it's because I watched charlie st cloud :D
He's awesome :D,
he's amazingg, i love him :D and thanks fr those hot pictures :DDD

but i srsly hate him for dating vanessa hudgens. go find some other girls. :))

Post geligeli. :P

Heiii, aku rindu kau gila babi tak tipu sumpah rindu :(

Dah lama gilaaa kau tak contact aku kan?

Yeah, kau pun mungkin dah ada perempuan lain kat sana kann.

Even kau cakap kau still ada aku je pun, kau ingat aku percaya -_-

Weehhh serious rindu malam yang kita borak kat phone sampai pukul 4 pagi tuu.

Kita cerita macam2. Bergaduh lagi, gelak ketawa.

Haihhh.

Nak call kau sekarang, tapi, -______________-

Dah paham sangat dah. Pfft.

See, 2 years.

Dah 2 years la aku kenal kau.

Aku menyampah dengan perangai kau.

Aku sayang kau.

Aku hafal setiap drama yang kau buat pada aku.

2 years.

Rasa macam baru lagi aku bergaduh dengan ex aku sebab aku rapat dengan kau.

Nampaknya janji kau, memang betul pun expectation aku.

Sampah dan habuk.

Orang hot kan, sukahati jiwa dia je bila nak, cakap, bila taknak, hilang.

Kan tak pasal2 aku buat entri sebab kau -_-

IR, serious aku rindu gila kau :'(

p/s ; mesti korang tertanya tanya siapa dia kan? *keningkening

Saya suka bangun tidur :)

Yeah saya memang kuat tidur, dan saya sangat suka bila bangun tidur.

Sebab saya rasa saya cantik kalau bangun tidur.

hahahaha
How I Love Watching Myself Wake Up From My Beauty Sleep 
AHAKS. HAHAHAHHAHA

Hey Peter Gene Hernandez ♥ ♥ ♥

Bruno Mars, ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

I am so in love with his songs.

His singles are perfectly great.

The lyrics and arrangements are nice :)

I'm Talking To The Moon because it's The First Time Somewhere In Brooklyn.

Today My Life Begins with The Lazy Song while Dance In The Mirror.

I'll Marry You eventhough we'll have to go through a Long Distance relationship.

It's okay for a girl Who Is in love, like me.

You always can Count On Me because you're amazing, Just The Way You Are :)

The only exception.

Haa mesti ada rasa macam, MOTIF PEREMPUAN NI UPLOAD GAMBAR MACAM NI DALAM ENTRY DIA?

MOTIF UTAMA ; Nak tunjuk yang nurul ni seorang budak hot yang ramai kawan kat fb. HAHA bluek geli la.

Motif sebenarnya nak cakap, ORANG KAT FB SEMUA SOMBONG KECUALI AZFAR. haha
dalam 101 orang yg online, 1 je yg tegur. hahaha
nampak sangat nurul ni tak hot.
memang kau tak hot.
so orang orang yang kata saya hot tu, sila berhenti cakap saya hot.

Dah tu je, bye :)

Exception sebab sepatutnya blog ni untuk cerita kasih sayang je ;P

I figured out,

So I dont want to fall in love anymore.
Till the right guy comes.

And, now I know why people keep on hurting me, it's because they hate me.

Awh, :(

See, berape banyak gambar?

Gigih tahu tak, saya printscreen semua ni.

Gara gara rindukan awak. grr.

Tadi saya terserempak dengan awak,

Allah je tahu macam mana tersentapnya saya nampak awak.

Sebab tu tadi saya tak tegur, sebab saya jadi speechless sangat.

Lepastu kawan kawan saya kata, saya hilang mood lepas jumpa awak tu.

Yeah saya agak hilang mood la juga.

Entah kenapa.

Saya tak salahkan awak pun, 

Saya salahkan diri saya sendiri.

Sebab masih nakkan awak.

Haih

Diorang kata saya jadi tak tentu arah lepas nampak awak.

Hm, ape ni? kenape dengan diri saya ni?

Entah ape la yg sy nak kan sangat kat awak.

Mungkin cara awak.

Ahh, saya silap pilih orang lagi.

Saya mmg teruk bab pilih2 orang ni.

Hmm.

Yeah, saya ni memang bodoh.

Yeah, saya ni memang bangang.

Yeah, saya ni memang teruk.

Kenapa laa saya tak serik2 lagi ?

Kenapa laa saya still fikirkan awak?

Saya senyum bila tengok semua yang pernah kita borakkan.

Saya tak lupa langsung.

Kan saya kata, saya tak tinggal satu benda pun pasal awak ;)

Dan habis tengok, saya senyum menangis, sebab saya dah tak ada apapa dengan awak.

Saya harap sangat awak hilang dari saya secepat mungkin.

Ahh, I hate this crush feeling.

From crush, it became love, from love, it may become hate.
I hate it when I have crush on someone.
Its a small crush, but its getting bigger eventhough he did nothing.
Ahhh,
I have a crush on him, I love when I have a crush on him, but I hate this crush feeeling.
Its hard to fall for people now.
But it seems so easy to fall for him.

No, I'm just gonnna have a crush on him, I'm not going to fall in love with him.
I hope so.

I need to tell you that I love you. :')

LYRICS:

Sayang sayang ku tertawan dengan matamu

hati ini berdebar debar oh selalu

senyumanmu yang mencuit jiwaku..yea..

Oh, cinta cinta kita berdua selamanya

kisah kita yang kian indah sentiasa

dunia ini bersamamu kan sempurna yea

Chorus:

Oh dan bila, hatiku terbelah dua

hanya kaulah bisa menentukannya

Oh dan bila, kita berdua berpesta

kita-kan menuju ke puncak angkasa

yeahhh yeahhhhh!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i'm in love with the song ♥

Nik Irfan and Caprice, awesome :)

and adorable too, =P